Grisham's first 4 wheeler ride

He had a blast!

christmas pictures

11 months

Happy 11 months Grish. Today Grish is 11 months old..He's doing so very much. He is talking more, he says momma, dada, bubba (our lab), uh oh, and hey. He's on the verge of walking. He actually took a couple of steps a few times but refuses to just take off. I think he's a little scared to. He's so big. I have no idea how much he weighs but I know he has to weigh close to 30lbs! haha..well maybe not, but when you are holding him it sure feels like it! He has such a cute personality. He loves to laugh. He loves to do this fake laugh that he thinks is so funny. He will look at you and go hahaha..and wait for you to do it back to him. He's so much fun. God I love my child. I don't know how I lived without him.

Professional Pictures Fall And Christmas

Baylor ,Grisham, and Allie

December 21st.

Today marks the birthday of my girls. Three years ago I gave birth to two beautiful little angles. Every year is hard when this date comes around, but this year is a little harder. As I was rocking Grisham to sleep earlier, I realized for the first time exactly what I was missing when I lost the girls. I always kind of knew what it was, but until you actually have a living child to hold and rock and cuddle, you don't exactly get what you are missing. This year I got it, and boy does it hurt my heart to think of all I have missed by losing them. I miss them so much, there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of them and what they would have been like, or how my different my life would have been had they lived. Although I now have the best little boy on the planet, it still doesn't take away the emptiness that I have and will always have when I think of my girls. I guess that's just one thing that will never change, no matter how much time goes by, or how many children I get to have, Anna and Sarah will always be my first babies, my miracle children. Happy birthday girls..I love you and miss you

A couple of new ones of Grish

He loves to take a bath!


At Aunt B's house rocking in Baylor's rocking chair.

We moved in!

Over the weekend we moved into our new house, FINALLY! We spent our first night there on Sunday. It's was an amazing feeling to be in our new house. We have waited for that day for a while! We still have things to do of course, like hanging more lights and painting all the doors in the house, but those things can be done while we are living there. We are just thankful we have 95% of it done to where we can now call it home! YAY! Above are some new pictures of the kitchen ,dining room, and master bath. I need to take pictures of the living room and bedroom once they are all ready for showing!